Cruel Love ♥

Yes,It's about you again.

2011-09-03T00:03:00.002+08:00

This is to tell you that.

I got over you.

I've moved on,long time ago.

But,I won't lie,I've missed you.

I still miss you.

I want my 'Daddy'.

I want someone to talk to at night,when I'm bored.

Or when I got something exciting and want to OMGx100000000

I want to talk to someone with the same interest as me,watch the same shows as me.

I was wondering if we could be like that once more?

Is it too much to ask from you?

Do you feel uncomfortable?

I had fun with you as my Daddy.

Sorry I had to fall for you the last time and ruin that.

But seriously,I miss that nonsense.

Don't you?

You know that I used to share with you things others never know about.

Now,when I have something like that,I don't have anyone.

I need you back.

I need a friend like you.

Sorry if this offends you in any way.

But would you consider being my Daddy again?

I won't fall for you again.

Not Only Friends-Oh Won Bin

2011-08-19T17:02:00.000+08:00

Oh Won Bin – Not Only Friends (친구로만 알았는데) Heartstrings OST (넌 내게 반했어 OST)

There’s no use of regretting now
There’s no use of holding on now
Because you were always there
Because I got used to you- I didn’t know it was love

I can’t call out to you again
I won’t be able to ever call out to you again
I say goodbye althought it’s not what I really mean

* I guess I thought we were only friends
I thought this was only a friendship
When I’m missing you like this
When I’m so frustrated like this
I deceived my own heart like a fool

I guess we can’t even be friends now
I guess this can’t be just a friendship
Because when I’m next to you, when I’m looking at you
I already know it’s love

You just say to forget it
You just say that this isn’t it
You say let’s stop this and coldly turn around

I’m not in your heart- i’m in the flowing tears

You say let’s just be friends (friends)
You say let’s just call it a friendship (when I can’t live without you)
Even when it hurts, even when I tear, you pretend it’s not and smile

Can’t you love me? Can’t you hold me?
Can’t you for one day, for one moment, love me?

Dedicated to you,Muhd Nabil

2011-04-27T00:56:00.004+08:00

This post is solely dedicated to the guy who successfully made me go crazy.

This is dedicated to you, Nabil.

Remember this quote you gave me : Yeahh! Everything be has a ying and yang(balance).

Soo you must sad a little that he's gone now and be happy once he's backk later!!

There was a balance. I was sad because MoonKi left. I was happy cause you came into my life.

And this:

Encouraging quote of Nisa's day:

The past is gone forever, today is all you have and leave the future alone because it has not arrive yet.

Given to me by Nabil.

Thanks! :D

Well,those word weren't my encouragement,you were.

Remember this date? Sunday, June 20, 2010

The day you went Pahang.

I remember suddenly waking up at like 8+am cause I remembered you were flying off.

I was happy to read this text when I got up, "I'm off to France. I'll miss you. Bye".

I remember the day before we like poured our hearts out. At least I did.

About how we make each other smile to ourself.

How much we meant to each other.

That you were sad cause when you go to overseas I won't be there to make you smile.

I remember the day I went to JB and the night before you were complaining about how dead bored you'll be.

When I got back I texted you, you were so happy.

You texted me 'Of course I miss you'.

Well,I missed you like hell. Ask my friends.

I can never forget the time we shared.

When you would offer to buy me Mac and deliver it to my house cause I only have Maggi to eat.

When you bought me a whole bar of chocolate just cause I texted and said I feel like eating Chocolate.

The time when you said you wanted to paint my nails.

The time you fetched me from my doorstep cause you were supposed to meet my aunty.

And walked home with me that night.

When you wanted to help with my D&T.

When your mother tells you to off the computer,you would online using your iPhone and chat with me.

When I say I'm bored online you would automatically go online to chat with me.

Or when it's at night you would call me until like 5am.

When you would accompany me watch Mentalist at 2am even though you didn't like Mentalist.

When you said you started to like watching it because of me.

Then you were excited for school to open so we could go get ice cream together.

When you offered to send me home.

When I was alone and scared in my room,you called me and accompanied me.

I remember calling you Mr.Sleepy,Dr Bil-Bil,Bil-Bil,Daddy,Nugget.

And you called me Ms.Earlybird,Daughter and Zuzu.

I remember when you were sleepy and we were on the phone.

You told me to sleep first while you wait for me to fall asleep,you stayed on the phone even though you were more sleepy than me.

I remember the way you put your hand against the door and said, 'Let's a picture'

You were so cool. You were kind,caring,nice,cute.

You were a gentleman as well as a Dream Guy in my eyes.

Whenever I felt sad or angry you would feel so guilty.

When I gave you the cold shoulder you told me to never do it again.

When you did that and I asked you why you ignored me.

Then after weeks and weeks of being crazy depressed.

You texted me this,'I'm sorry for being a jerk.'

You always made me smile to myself even though you were the reason why I was sad in the first place.

You made me feel like I was the only girl in the world.

And for that I wanna thank you.

And I wanna tell you that I fell head over heels for you.

Woah

2010-08-14T22:22:00.000+08:00

He texted me.

I'm still in shocked.

I'm happy he text me.

I'm so so so happy.

I'm still shivering.

Thanks.

Life As We Know It

2010-08-12T18:19:00.002+08:00

Boo.

Hahahahaha.

Have to admit life's been quite awesome.

Especially having my friends around.

Hahahaha.

Had fun going crazy on them.

They were like,"Nisa! Are you crazy?"

Hahahahaha,Obviously I am.

Hahahaha.

Boredom.

I've been watching vids of fav korean boy bands.

Hehehehehe.

In love*melts*

Hehehehe.

PUCK YOU PUCKERMAN!

2010-08-09T13:05:00.003+08:00

M******* N**** B** R*****!

Stop ignoring me you ass.

You idiot!

You mummy's boy!

You sleepyhead!

You nugget!

You clumsy!

You selenger!

You gwi yeo weo!

You left your daughter to fend for herself?

How can you bear to see your daughter in such pain huh?

What happened?

Just tell me what's wrong.

I deserve an explaination y'know.

Don't leave me hanging.

It's killing me inside out.

Crush-ed

2010-08-07T08:55:00.004+08:00

Hey there.

I haven't been myself lately.

No many know why.

Actually,not many bother to ask why.

They just tell me they don't like me now.

But,WTH, you don't even care why Im like this?

You just care about yourself and how you feel uh?

Who cares about Nisa's feelings right?

She's just Nisa what.

I can hurt her for all I care.

I can play with her heart for all I care.

You ask me why I'm being so mean.

Well,it's because of IDIOTS like you who hurt me.

Well,someone made me fall for him just to break my heart.

I guess,I'm not sure of the situation.

Do you know how much I'm suffering now?

Do you?

I guess not.

Gosh.

I really dont want to lose this.

I really treasure you.

Ok then.

Continue this tmr

FUN!

2010-06-16T23:56:00.003+08:00

Hey,I had fun today!

I started out by going to collect my passport in the morning with Mum.

I told I wanted to go out and I said with Nabil.

My mum was like bring him over to the house.

Let aunty meet him.

WTH!

Haha.

So,I told him about it.

He came to my house.

Thank God my aunty wasnt in so we went off.

Hahaha,funny.

Sat at KFC.

Watched karate kid.

NABIL BULLY!

Hahaha,no laa.

He let me eat his popcorn but I had to hold it =.=

Hahaha. Me and ros laughing about something.

Hahaha.

Noisy man all of us.

KARATE KID WAS AWESOME.

Hang out at Coffee Bean.

Played cards and truth.

WTH!

Hahaha,fun.

LOSERS!

Didnt wanna go home.

Walked with Nabil and Ros.

THANKS ROSALIND,YANI,ILA,IDAH AND NABIL(BABI)! *wink wink*

OUH WAIT. SOMEONE STILL OWES ME BUBBLE TEA AND ICE CREAM.

HAHA